Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in Ciara's LiveJournal:

Friday, June 6th, 2003
11:13 am	Hahahaha Wow, I haven't written in here since April!!! How lame is that?? Hmmm... so let me think. I went to Az the other week. That was pretty fun. I went with my friend Harmony, thank God someone went with me, or I would have had to hang out with my brother and uncle and their pot smoking friends. Which I don't mind, but it was still nice to have a girl to hang out with. The next day after we got there, Harmony and I decided to go clubbing... so we went to one of the thrift stores to get some shoes to wear....naturally all I brought with me was my sandals lol. I know it sounds ghetto, but the thrift store had some nice shoes in it and I only needed them to wear one night, so it was cool. I got some Pamela heels and some other shoes. Total cost:$6.43 ...haha cant go wrong there! So we went back and got dressed and got directions to this club. Well we end up driving around for almost an hour trying to find this place...then on our way back to a different club we finally find the street (dumb girls!)... so we get out and right then I realize we are out of place. Here I am in expensive ass clothes... besides my shoes lol... I have my hair all done and my makeup on... same with Harmony... and there are people standing in line wearing jean shorts and flip flops!!! I was like what the fuck??? Gotham... not matter how short and slutty the girls clothes are... they looked way better than the things rollin out of this club. So we are still standing in line and these two girls in front of us start talking to us, saying the club is ghetto, and we start talking trash on people. They were cool chicks. So after about an hour we finally get in only to leave 2 hours later. There were like 7 guys to every girl, and none of them were anything to fuss over. Not to mention, i had to beat them off of me and harmony.. some guys can be pigs. She ended up hitting some guy who grabbed her ass. It was funny!!! So yeah, the next day we had to get up at 7:00 in the morning to go to the river lol. It was fun... there were lots of people, and I got high going down it, so it was an experience :P Other than that we shopped and swam... and ate! I ate like a pig lol. But oh well it was worth it. Other than that, I have been trying to get school done. I have finals next week and then IM off for the summer. I plan on working and getting my integra and going on a few vacations. I have to remind myself to up date this journal more often! Bad Ciara! Heh! <3 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 30th, 2003
9:11 pm	I suck So I suck because I totally haven't written in here for days. Its sad though because nothing new happened to me... not anything worth while anyway. :) I am going to go get my tattoo tomorrow...IM scared and excited at the same time. Bluh.. I just hope all goes well! School is going ok..I just cant wait till summer. IM going to be at the beach everyday if I can. Yay! I can taste the salt already! :) I love to go snorkeling...and swim with the fish... which brings back a memory haha.. I went snorkeling one time and saw a shark and didn't freak out but the same day a dead jelly fish was next to me and i wigged out and swam like I was going to die. IM silly haha... but serious one time me and my best friend were at the beach, and we were swimming. So here we are Mindy and myself.. now Mindy has really small boobs.. And every time the wave got her... haha she was showing her boobs cause her top would fall down. So I thought I would be funny and untie the back of her bathing suit top.. so I did and right when I did she got stung by a jelly fish. Oh man I never laughed so hard in my life. Heres Mindy trying to hold her top on and swim like hell cause she got stung. So finally she gives up and just lets go of the top hahaha! IM still laughing at this time. But I end up grabbing a hold of the back of her suit and as we made it to the shore I tied it. Well, she got stung pretty bad. And before you know it we had like 15 people around us making sure she was OK. People were telling us to pee on it and put vinegar on it yada yada... like hello? How about NO? LOL. She was OK, her leg just hurt a little. But yeah that was funny. So now IM scared of the lil jelly fishy fish. Oh well haha! So tonight IM going to stay home and relax. Maybe I can try not to freak out about tomorrow haha! :o) <3 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, April 26th, 2003
4:08 am	Bum So yesterday I decided I wanted to get high ... so I did. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I don't smoke very often, but sometimes I just get the urge lol. So I smoked and ate what felt like half a grocery store, still managing to stay within my diet. Yay me! So waking up today ... well yesterday since its now morning time...(still feels like yesterday...woah IM making this all confusing haha) OK, so Friday I woke up to go to school and my teacher was yet again a no-show. I hate that. Its cool to miss a day here and there, but when you start getting dressed early in the morning and drive all the way to school, just to turn back around 3 weeks in a row, it starts to get old. So I went home and went back to bed. I woke back up at about 12 (felt good too!) :) I then sat on my ass for a few hours doing a bunch of nothing. Then decided to take my brother, uncle and friend down to the river bottom... I thought yeah that would be nice considering I love nature. Well, it wasn't as fun as I thought.. all three guys brought BB guns, and thought it was the funniest thing to cap off whatever moved before them. Total deaths: 12. That's like 8 lizards, 3 fish, and they shot a snake. Not to mention tore down bushes! GRRRR! I hate boys! I was soooooo mad. But yeah we went back home and I went and got my tanning pass...tanned for 20 minutes and burnt my butt cheeks lol. :o) But I need to do it before I go to my AZ trip on May 30th. Cant be all ghostly white! *GaG* :) After the tanning I came home and decided to go out with my friends. They always kidnap me and never tell me what we are going to do. Silly people. So we end up goofing around, driving, boba, hills, liquor store ect. ect. It was nice.. but its funny because I know that 3 out of 4 of my guy friends like me and IM now starting to think its gonna be 4/4. Its interesting. :) They are way fun to be around. The whole slumber party didn't go down Friday night, so IM going to try for tonight. My Mom thinks IM weird that I want all these guys to stay the night, but they have been good friends for like 5 years now, so its not like guys I just met. Crazy Mom lol. So yeah that's where I just got home from, and I left my keys in my friend Bobby's car ... he just called me and wants to give them back tomorrow ... my room key is on the set so I guess IM sleeping on the couch tonight.. (ewwwwwww) =\ Harmony is supposed to call me at 6:30 in the morning too. We are going to paint my room. Fun fun fun! :) And here I sit writing a journal lol mad early in the morning. IM going to be so tired! What am I thinking???? :) <3 (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
10:35 pm	Bad day! So toady was so ugly! I missed my first class cause I slept in till 1:00 in the afternoon (lazy ass). I stayed out late playing with Mike. It was fun though and totally worth it. He made me a cookie today! Awwww.. *giggles*. But yeah, so then I wake up and find out that my dogs have run away... we find two of the 3 but the third one is still missing. He's a pure white wolf pup. I know someone has him in there backyard and that makes me so mad. So I made some signs and put them all over the neighborhood. Maybe someone will be kind and call. I hope so :'( So I cried like a baby.. And it seems that everyone is having a bad day. Crazy I tell you! So tomorrow I have a lot of shit to get done.. which IM happy about. If I ever get to bed that is. I need sleep! <3 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
2:38 pm	Beautiful day... So today is like super pretty. I woke up and walked outside and decided that I need to go and do something. But yeah, I took this survey off Mike's journal... it gives away a little about what type of person I am... hehe so you have to be as board as I am writing this, to read it... eww did that make sense? Oh well... hehe here you go! <3 Have you ever... 01. Fallen for your best friend? My best friend is a girl lol! 02. Made out with JUST a friend? Yes 03. Been rejected? No I havent subjected myself to that very often... 04. Been in love? Yes 05. Been in lust? Umm.. I don't think so 06. Used someone? I probably have in some way, but im not proud of it... 07. Been used? Yes.. but I get over it 08. Cheated on someone? Never would I stoop that low. 09. Been cheated on? Not yet... *Knocks on wood* 10. Been kissed? I LOVE to kiss... *heart flutters* 11. Done something you regret? Ummm... not really... if I think I will ever reject it down the road, I wont do it. Who was the last person... 12. You touched? My uncle, I rubbed his neck cause it was hurting him... awww 13. You talked to? Mindy 14. You hugged? My other uncle :P 15. You instant messaged? Mike... awww I love talking to MIZIKE! 16. You kissed? My uncle gave me a kiss on the cheek! 17. You had sex with? Uh yeah... 18. You yelled at? My Mom... *pout-pout* but i didnt yell... I talked back! 19. You laughed with? Mindy and Mike! 20. You had a crush on? LOL AWWWW I love crushin! The last person I had a MAJOR crush on was my uncles best friend, but I realized he would be no good for me. 21. Who broke your heart? Aaron Do you... 22. Color your hair? YES! Only twice now :) Blonde and brown! 23. Have tattoos? In about 2 weeks I hope! 24. Piercings? I had some... took em out! 25. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? Not at the moment. 26. Floss daily? No, it always cuts me so I just brush really good! :P *runs tongue across teeth* 27. Own a webcam? Noppers! 28. Ever get off the damn computer? Hahahaha not llately! IM only on to talk to Mike. :P 29. Sprechen sie deutsche? HUH!? 30. Habla espanol? No i sure dont.. took 2 years of it too! Have you/do you/do you have... 40. Considered a life of crime? Uh NO! 41. Considered being a hooker? LMAO EWWWWW! *Spits* 42. Considered being a pimp? Noppers... 43. Are you psycho? Sometimes... but not in a bad way! 44. Split personalities? LOL no 45. Schizophrenic? No but my aunt is! 46. Obsessive? Depends on what... =\ 47. Obsessive compulsive? No 48. Panic? No 49. Anxiety? No 50. Depressed? I have been, but Im not the type.. I always find something to be happy about :) 51. Suicidal? Never! 52. Obsessed with hate? No ewwwww.... 53. Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? I like that stuff.... =\ 54. Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? No but I did use to want to find a dead body... thats nasty huh? 56. What would you be doing? If what? 58. What are you listening to? Britney Spears!!!!!!! 59. Can you do anything freakish with your body? IM sire I could :P 60. Chicken or fish? I live for chicken *makes chicken noises* but i like fish too :) 61. Do you have a favorite animal? Ummm I love fish... but thats not really an animal... *shrugs* Current Clothes: Im in my PJS still!!!! Ewww! Current Mood: Cuddley Current Music: None Current Taste: Diet Coke w/lemmon Current Hair: Pulled up into a messy bun.. but its sexy :P Current Annoyance: My stummy! Current Smell: Air? lol Current thing I ought to be doing: Getting dressed... Current Desktop Picture: A crazy painting by some guy.. Current Favorite Group: Disturbed :) Current Book: I liked a child called it... Current DVD: Ummm... I dunno Current Refreshment: Diet Coke Current Worry: I dont have one... oh wait.. that Mike will hate me when he meets me :'( Current Crush: didnt i answer this previously? =) Chewing gum or hard candy? GUM!!!! Motor boat or sailboat? Motor! Lights on or off? Off :) What's your favorite: Number? 21 Holiday? Valentines Day Radio station? Ummm... 103.9??? I have lots.. I love 93.1 toooooo Place? dont matter as long as im with someone who makes me smile... :) (Comment on this)
Monday, April 21st, 2003
11:55 am	Easter...Bluh Well, Easter was OK. My family (aunts, cousins and so on) came over and we had a BBQ. I ate myself silly! I decided that IM not going to eat anything today...well maybe some cheese... BUT THAT'S IT! :P I think it's so weird that people (well usually women =\ grrrrr) spend alLlLlL day cooking, just to feed their face's for 10 minutes. 10 minutes for me anyway hehe... I eat fast! So yeah, Easter sux the older you get...no egg hunt for me! *pout-pout* So I passed the time sitting on the computer and talking on the phone. I have been talking to this guy named Mike. He's way cool. :P Its crazy how you can know someone for such a short period of time and have so much in common. I think Mike is a Ciara clone...just in male form... hehe. Ewww... that's a scary thought =\. But yeah, he's CoO! And he's a sweetie so I enjoy talking to him! Yay! So I had class this morning and IM listening to my 60 year old teacher go on and on about what happens when you run a pencil up and down a mans inner thigh... UH HELLO! I don't want to hear that crap. Especially when IM half asleep still. I probably need to start going to bed earlier. Bobby and Chris decided at the Boba Cafe, that it would be sOoOo cool to cruise to my house at midnight. So we sat in the back yard and talked for a while...mostly about how they would SOOOOOOO f*ck my Mom if she was willing. *Gag* Boys are silly little beasts! :P So they went home at about 1:00AM. We decided...well actually "they" decided that we are all going to have a big slumber party (ima freeze their underwear bawhahaha!)at my house on Friday...they want to see the lil ghosts that cause havoc in my house during the night. Maybe it will snatch one of em! I dunno, last time my friend stayed the night for the same reason...she left and has never stayed the night since... hmmm... *shrugs* So IM estimating about 10 bodies laying on the living room floor. Ewww! They all snore and make funny noises when they sleep too. Not me though! I sleep like an angel! :P Awwww... it should be interesting *rolls eyes* So after Bobby and Chris went home I called Mizike! Just to chat for a bit before I went night night. Giggled for a bit, then went to bed. I have school till 7 tonight... IM not sure what's going on after that... *shrugs* Speaking of school I better get back... cant miss Philosophy!!! (yeah right) So till next time!!! <3 (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 20th, 2003
4:42 pm	Awww!! So IM like new to this whole "journal" thing. Thanks to a veryyyyyyy cool friend, I can now be a "Live Journal" user! Awesome! :P (Thanx Myke!) So yeah, its Easter... and IM a bad girl cause I didn't go to church! (Thanx again Myke!) hehe... :P But I don't have a whole lot to say at the moment, so I will have to get back to it later. Chow! :P (Comment on this)